In that dream someone was walking with me. I believe it is my eldest son. He like me was raped as a child (once). We have deep spiritual wounds. I have asked for help but never received it in the church. I have tried to take him to counseling. Today I am part way through the book, Sons of Oil. I believe God is working in my home. I believe a lot of the pain I feel that I don't understand is well explained in Sons of Oil. I understand the reason God allows pain in our lives. I am paying attention.